In Hiding: Pearl Jam and The Ghost of Andrew Wood
Old weird guest spot #1
On March 19th, 1990 Andrew Wood, lead singer of the glam/punk band Mother Love Bone, was pronounced dead at Seattle’s Harborview Hospital. He was 24 years old. His death was a tragedy that shook the burgeoning Seattle music scene and compelled the members of Mother Love Bone to disband. Just over a year later his bandmates would replace Wood and embark on a new musical journey as Pearl Jam, a band whose career would go on to span almost 3 decades and sell nearly 60 million records worldwide. Pearl Jam’s incredible longevity and profound commercial success are owed to a number of factors, not least among them is a series of five records that stand among the most revered in popular music. One could be forgiven for understanding Pearl Jam and those first five records as a phenomenon separate, if distantly connected, to Andrew Wood and his tragic death. A closer look suggests, however, that Wood’s posthumous influence guided the trajectory of those albums and ultimately provided a vehicle for the reconciliation of his untimely death. These first five records document the group’s journey through the seven stages of grief and ultimately provide the foundation for a band that has continued to evolve after nearly thirty years.
Ten
Pain and Guilt
released: 1991
While it has become fashionable to dismiss Pearl Jam’s debut album Ten as an overly produced record wrought with classic rock bro-centric sensibilities (even members of the band wink at this critique), this denunciation suffers from a bit of revisionist hubris. Certainly, Ten’s production values error on the side of slick, but it’s a mistake to underestimate the impact this record had both on the Seattle sound, as well as a generation of listeners. Ten is generally acknowledged for the dark and brooding tenor that struck such a powerful chord with the disaffected ex-pats of the hair metal ‘80s. But, while the ominous atmospherics lend the record a certain gravitas, Eddie Vedder’s attempt to transfigure pain by an unflinching and bone-raw exposure of it is where the real magic lies.
The story of Eddie Vedder’s difficult adolescence and the influence it had on Ten has been well documented. While the personal nature of the album’s lyrical approach cannot be discounted, the music is colored by a certain external source of anguish and informed by a parallel, shared sense of pain. In this unnamed, kindred suffering we find the ghost of Andrew Wood.
In spite of substance abuse issues and a stint in rehab, Wood and Mother Love Bone appeared on the verge of significant commercial success in early 1990. But days before the release of their major label debut album Apple, Wood succumbed to complications of a heroin overdose. Just fifteen months later and out of the ashes of Wood’s former group, Pearl Jam would release their debut album and become the most recognized band in the world. Stone Gossard and Jeff Ament (with the help of Mike McCready and Dave Krusen) would finally realize the success that their friend and former front man had so desperately craved. That success, however, rose on the star of Wood’s replacement. In Vedder, Gossard and Ament found the charismatic lead singer they had lost with Wood’s passing, but the match was not a complete one. Vedder appeared to inhabit the spaces left vacant by Andrew Wood’s glam rock silhouette. Together they embodied all that of which a front man is capable, at once brooding and brash, mercurial and ethereal, donned in corduroy as well as in leather. In truth, Eddie Vedder was the dark reflection of Andrew Wood and this refraction was the element that fans and critics alike responded to the most.
Written in the wake of Andrew Wood’s death, Ten bears the scars of the band’s collective grief and Vedder’s guilt over the circumstances of his ascendance. While none of the songs on Ten make specific reference to the loss of Wood, the subtext of death, absence, and guilt are unmistakable. “Evenflow” points a guilty finger at material success, while “Alive” explores personal identity in the shadow of an absent, but unknown predecessor. “Why Go” and “Porch” consider the dread of impending and unexplained loss. In the album’s final track Vedder’s search for catharsis through the expression of pain culminates with a pleading for “Release”. For all of its commercial success and the perversions of MTV and popular radio, Ten is a devastatingly sad record that compels us to experience the depths of its suffering from the inside out.
Vs.
Anger
Released: 1993
If Ten was an unconscious attempt to heal the pain and guilt brought on by Andrew Wood’s absence, Vs. laid bare the frustration of a losing battle. No longer content to simply express the suffering, Pearl Jam used their sophomore record as weapon to defeat it. Vs. is an album that commands and accuses and rails against not only their grief but also against a music industry that was all too eager to exploit it. In October of 1993, Eddie Vedder and Pearl Jam did everything in their power to push the music industry away and never were they more embraced.
Like the sheep on its cover, Vs. bares its teeth in a raging confrontation with the reality of its captivity. At times violent and aggressive, at others pensive and indignant, the band had evolved into the caged animal its album cover depicts. Trapped in an impossible bind between unimagined critical and commercial success and the failure of that success to give meaning to the tragedy that made it possible. Pearl Jam’s aggression is untethered on songs like “Go”, “Animal” and “Blood”. Instead of pleading for release, “Rearview Mirror” and “Leash” lash out against the invisible and omnipresent void threatening to consume them. Tracks like “Rats”, “Glorified G”, and “W.M.A.” expose the hypocrisies and failings of a broken collective culture that values the expression of suffering and loss only when such emotions can be re-shaped into a marketable commodity. By the end of the record, the struggle against existential injustice and the cold exploitation of the music industry culminate in an exhausted Vedder finding solace only in detached “Indifference”.
The success of Vs. and the emotional toll it exacted on the band would not signal the end of Pearl Jam’s contentious relationship with the both internal and external forces their second album sought to overcome. Instead, it would mark the beginning of a new stage in the grieving of Andrew Wood, one in which the band would turn its anger inward and the result would be a disorienting descent into madness and professional self-harm.
Vitalogy
Depression
released: 1994
Unquestionably the band’s most unconventional record, Vitalogy is a dizzying and bizarre retreat into the self. On this album, the anger and vitriol of Vs. has metastasized into a self-awareness that borders on derangement. While the musical elements of the record alone alert the listener to an alarming sense of despondence, Vitalogy’s artwork evokes its own troubling realizations. Designed to mimic a turn of the century medical almanac, Vitalogy’s physical imagery conjures up the dark mysticism of early modern medicine. Disease and morality bled together in the self-same portrait of humanity. The sickness pervasive throughout Vitalogy traces its origins to an internal wellspring of the self, a poisoning from within.
Musically, Vitalogy is a schizophrenic amalgamation of the band’s first two records and an avant-garde thumbing of the nose to MTV and Top 40 radio. “Spin the Black Circle”, “Not for You”, and “Corduroy” while dark, maintain a familiar, if evolved, sensibility. “Last Exit” and “Whipping” resurrect the unapologetic energy of Vs., while “Betterman” and “Nothingman” are crushing indictments of the human condition in radio friendly disguise. Peppered throughout, however, are harbingers of self-loathing and dysphoria. “Bugs”, “Tremor Christ”, and the terrifying “Sexymophandlemomma” indicate a search for identity leading down a very dark path. If the album’s title refers to the study of the human essence, of what makes us vital, the conclusions offer little comfort.
By 1994 Pearl Jam had accrued enough critical praise and material success to make an exploration of disease and madness a commercially viable enterprise. The sands had yet to run out of the Grunge era’s hourglass and, as such, Pearl Jam maintained its to claim rock and roll divinity. It was at this moment, at the peak of their popularity and influence, that Pearl Jam chose to abdicate the throne and take on one of the most powerful forces in the music industry. The Ticketmaster (what a name for a corrupt monopoly, by the way…) saga will be familiar enough to anyone still reading this, but the motivation behind this certainly brave, if professionally reckless, act takes on new meaning when understood in the context Andrew Wood’s death.
Vitalogy’s enormous commercial success (sales topped 900,000 in its opening week alone) provided the band with a unique opportunity to take on the nation’s live music leviathan. At the time, this decision was heralded as yet another in a long line of public stands against various forms political, social, and economic injustice. Gossard and Ament were even asked to testify before Congress regarding the stranglehold Ticketmaster maintained over the music industry. While Pearl Jam’s crusade against Ticketmaster would ultimately crumble under the weight of corporate capitalism and the realities of the modern music industry, the effort solidified their place as one of the most principled and socially conscious artists of the twentieth century.
It is the timing, however, and the context in which the band’s good fight was fought that one can find the lingering presence of Andrew Wood. In spite of efforts to seek out alternative venues, taking on Ticketmaster rendered touring on a national scale all but impossible. In this public battle against corruption in the music industry, Pearl Jam was able to don the hair shirt that Vitalogy demanded and offer a self-imposed exile as penance.
If we are to understand Vitalogy as the nadir in the struggle to reconcile the loss of Pearl Jam’s silent muse, perhaps we can find the lone acknowledgement of his absence in the album’s final track. While Vedder has been vague about the inspiration behind “Immortality”, Vitalogy’s release prompted many to speculate that the song was a reference to Kurt Cobain’s recent passing. While Cobain’s struggles with heroin and untimely death certainly lend this interpretation some credibility, maybe the story of a young life lost to heroin serves to eulogize another tragic death. Perhaps immortality is achieved through a “trap door in the sun”, an occluded void that extinguished the shining star of Andrew Wood.
No Code
The Upward Turn/Re-Construction
Released: 1996
By 1996, whatever sincere and creative elements of the so-called “grunge” movement had been bombarded by efforts to co-opt it to the point of unrecognizability and the afterbirth of that perversion was drifting slowly from the realms of self-parody into merciful oblivion. What remained were bands for which the grunge aesthetic was an authentic function of environment and not a thinly veiled attempt to cash in on the unanticipated success of the Seattle sound. For Pearl Jam, grunge’s fade into obscurity allowed the band to decouple its identity from the movement it emerged from and evolve as a group of musicians. This evolution would take the form of quiet introspection and begin the process of healing the wounds of guilt, anger, and depression laid bare on their first three records.
Musically, No Code is a departure from the aggressive and often hostile tone of its first three efforts. While songs like “Hail, Hail”, “Habit”, and “Lukin” maintain the energy of earlier albums, absent is the underlying anger of previous works. While the content isn’t breezy musically or lyrically, songs like “In My Tree”, “Red Mosquito” and “Smile” seem to seek an understanding rather than air a grievance. On tracks like “Off He Goes”, “Present Tense”, and “I’m Open” Vedder is practically whispering, singing less to an audience and more to a place somewhere within the self. Like Vitalogy, No Code directs its gaze inward, but this record appears to offer a much more hopeful response.
As with previous Pearl Jam albums, No Code’s physical imagery reveals a great deal. Released in 1996 before the vinyl resurgence of recent years, NC’s typical physical form was that of a compact disc. While several different versions of the album cover were released, each took the form of a photo mosaic; disparate images arranged in what initially appears to be no discernable pattern. When the CD case is unfolded into its full form (roughly the size of a vinyl record), however, the image reveals itself as an eye of providence. More than an Easter egg for the eagle-eyed Ten-Clubber, No Code offers us a sign of peace in the form of a reassurance. At first glance, the cover is a collection of images that is at best random and at worst, unsettling. When viewed in context, however, the cover re-affirms the possibility for the existence of an external benevolence (the source of that goodwill, be it god or mankind (or both) I’ll leave for the reader to decide). The cover suggests that within the sometimes overwhelming and even terrifying milieu of the human experience there is an inherent possibility for hope.
No Code does not attempt to convince us that everything is okay, but rather encourages the listener to consider the possibility that it could be. Vedder seems to be suggesting that the “transcendental consequences to transcend” are just that- transcend-able. It is no coincidence that these lines come from a track entitled “Who You Are”. On this album we witness Vedder begin to understand himself not as a surrogate for the unfulfilled promise of Andrew Wood, but rather as an interconnected piece of a larger identity. In “I’m Open” he imagines a character brave enough to “dream up a new self, for himself.” There is no code to solve or battle to be won. In the end there is only the work of acceptance and re-invention.
Yield
Acceptance
released: 1998
By the late nineties, the grunge movement’s earnest, guitar-driven approach had given way to the glossy hyper-production of boy-band factories, Britney Spears, and third-wave bling-era hip hop. In other words, the landscape of pop music heading into the millennium hardly seemed welcoming territory for a rock record aimed at the more intellectual and mature of Pearl Jam’s legion of fans. However, while Yield sold only a third of what Vs. and Vitalogy did in their opening weeks, the album would go on to sell nearly two million records in the U.S. (even eclipsing the mark set by No Code), further solidifying an almost unheard-of loyalty within their fanbase.
Unlike No Code, the sonic landscape of Yield is louder, brighter, and significantly more robust. Vedder’s vocals return to the forefront, a departure from the retreating quality of No Code. The reaffirmation of Vedder’s vocal presence is perhaps ironic in light of Yield’s significantly more collaborative recording process. As Vedder relinquished control over the band’s musical direction (a control that had pushed the band to the brink during the recording of No Code), Pearl Jam became at once more evolved and yet somehow more essentially itself. Ten and Yield are miles apart musically, but a certain clarity of purpose and expression inform both records in a way that is absent from the middle three. It is this sense of clarity that signifies Pearl Jam’s acceptance of Andrew Wood’s passing and his place in the band’s collective identity.
With the notable exception of “Do the Evolution” the album’s first single (and first video since Ten) in which Vedder eviscerates the Clinton era’s betrayal of progressivism in exchange for acquiescence to the new corporate left, the album maintains a positivity not found in its predecessors. “Given to Fly” and “Faithful” offer hope, while “No Way”, “Low Light”, “Brain of J” suggest that the way out of the darkness is forward into the light. Even Vedder’s lamenting “Wishlist” seems to reconcile bereavement with acceptance by knitting together the alpha and omega of Pearl Jam’s existence into a singular identity. In the acknowledgement of “a sacrifice that somehow lived on”, he is, in essence, granting his own wish by breathing life back into the spirit of Andrew Wood. Finally, on Yield that alien pulled through Vitalogy’s trapdoor and held captive behind the sun is granted a reprieve. Vedder’s “radio song” is no longer the crushing echo of an unanswered pleading for absolution, but a mutually granted prayer of affirmation and forgiveness.
On the cover of their first album Pearl Jam’s five original members stand in shadow, hands pointed upward reaching for something seemingly just beyond their grasp. The subject of the photo is skyward, somewhere beyond the image itself. Even the band’s name is obscured by outstretched hands searching for some distant, unobtainable thing. On the cover of “Yield” the focus shifts to the horizon, to the vastness of possibility, to a distant point where the heavens meet the earth. Leading there is a road and an admonition to accept the forward march of time and to “let them wash away, all those yesterdays” with the knowledge that the only escape from grief is the acceptance of it and the only resurrection occurs where the road vanishes between the earth and sky.
Been talkin' to my alter
Say life is what you make it
And if you make it death well then rest your soul away
-Andrew Wood (Chloe Dancer/Crown of Thorns)
Special thanks to guest weirdo M. Levanti, a licensed public educator and amateur musicologist with a specialization in American folk and popular music of the 20th century.